Why is she getting that? She doesn’t deserve it! I’ve been asking God for that for years. I’m the one who is over here working and sacrificing! She doesn’t do half of what I do! God answers everyone’s prayers but mine! I must be doing something wrong! Or she’s the one doing something wrong! That’s it. There’s more to all these good things happening in her life!
My thoughts overtook me as I got off the phone with a friend. She was moving into her forever house in the neighborhood I once commented to my husband was my “dream neighborhood.” For months dissatisfaction had been growing with our house and neighborhood. Now my friend was getting what I wanted first.